this vicious cycle...

still at it. she forget about everything else whenever she is with him, that's how strong her attachment to him. not even a single message. argh. i'm setting up myself for failure big-time. i'm such a patsy. i hate this, i kept on hoping and then repeating my mistakes. it's like WTF... hey, wake up man, if your still a man. damnit, where is a superhero when you needed one...i need saving here!!! there goes my mind, reality shatters and the dregs of an insane asylum is dancing on my head...