a day at a time...

i didn't get to sleep, i kept rolling fitfully on my bed. and the air is cold. i was shaking while taking a  bath, maybe because of the lack of sleep but i rather kept on bathing than having to smell like old sweat drying on clothing. feel a little weak but still ok. i went to the site and checked on the progress of the construction. feel like floating on air. had to max the volume of my ipod so that the sound will drown out the memories in my head. dark clouds are again moving on the horizon, its gonna rain again later. we have a wet weather here and a cold blast from mt. apo. have to keep my strength up, don't want to get sick. being sick is not an option i can afford for now. gotta power thru the day. went later to the bank to get money for the payroll. i guess i have to do this all by my lonesome. solo voyage again, how nostalgic. went to the pharmacy to buy vitamins, my appetite hasn't pick up yet and it seems i'm having an abnormal metabolism. i'm losing weight. i don't know, it might be because of the stress. anyway i bought propan with iron so that it will facilitate weight gain. oh, the sandman is here, my eyelids seems heavy. i'm gonna rest for a while, getting some shut eye. later. ciao bella...